The lack of a recentish post tells me that I need to get my arse in gear. Even if I'm just writing to avoid writing, I know that I'm in the right frame of mind and place, even if I am slacking off. The last week has been a mess and I've got nothing done. Zero. That doesn't quite mean lying in bed and sleeping for eighteen hours a day. It means that for some stupid fucking reason I haven't been doing the work I so desperately need to. I could slap myself in the face for being such a fucktard.

Time to finish the cig and get some books out. I need to get shit done.